Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Insanity or Just Insane . .

So quietly  .  I have decided to start my journey towards Insanity.

Insanity is the killer 60 day workout that is "supposed" to transform your body . . . and boy .  . do I need it.

Tonight . . I started Day 1 . . and the "warmup" almost killed me .. but I felt great once I hobbled through it.  It sucks having to be semi quiet  . . as I have a sleeping child and I live on the second floor of a condo building.  But oh well . . this is necessary  . ..

I kind of feel like I can commit to these days . . I may be on to something . . Discipline has NEVER been my thing . . . I'm too all over the place . .PLUS I can't remember to do the same thing over and over most of the time. LOL!

At any rate, I am starting  . . may God be with me . . . Summer is around the corner and I am NOT going to let the last TWO years define 2011 . .  . Drama and sadness are out the door . .

I am blessed and protected by my Lord . . there is no need to doubt or fear . .

Besides its so not a good look . .

Let's do it.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

New Years Revisited . . .

So since I went out of town for New Years . . I had to actually start 2011 about a week late . . .

It has been 2 years since I have felt somewhat normal . . like myself . . soooooo . . I decided that I was reclaiming my individuality starting this year.  2011 is going to be like a rebirth - an acceptance of this NEW life . . . sure . .I should have already swallowed that pill . . but yeah . . I didnt.  And I hadn't.

But as of last Sunday, I decided that I was going to make it happen . . with a few parameters.  But making it happen is the goal.  No one else is going to do . . I can't wait for my family . .. my friends . . my co-workers or anyone else to make it happen.  It's on me.  As is everything else in my life.

So I'm getting my house in order . . getting my finances in order . ..  getting my body back . . . taking care of my health . .  ALL the things I have neglected for the past 2 years.  It's over.  The pity party has ended.  No more takers.  At least not at my house.

Going to rock this joint . ..  watch out Summer 2011.  I'm coming back.

And scene.